in memory  / RITA MITCHELL (SISTER)
karen, its me your older sis. i still find it hard to believe you are gone. on your birthday i was a mess, i find myself mad at the world  for you being taken from us . if i had only known that fathers day when i gave you a hug that you werent going  to be with us very long, i wouldnt have ever let go. we would have done anything for each other. i know when we meet again someday ,you will have the biggest smile on your face, and nobody can ever seperate us again. i love you sooo much. but you know that. your older sis, rita Close

MISSING MY MOM.............  / Jennifer Anderson (Daughter/Best Friend )

 Dear Mom,

                     Just sitting here thinking of you and missing you  as always... Oh what I'd give to have you back here with me...This pain I hold deep inside is so painful, and exhausting. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wake up with a sick, empty feeling inside. It's horrible. I want it to go away. I know your birthday is tommorrow and  God knows I dread it. I'm going tonight to get some really pretty flowers for your grave for your birthday. It's soo not fair having to buy grave flowers instead of buying you a beautiful gift. I normally am fumbling for ideas to get for your birthday,But instead I'm forced to buy grave flowers instead I hate it!!!! Oh mom I sure wish you were here to plant flowers with me. I miss it soooo much!!! We had so much fun with that!!! constantly buying more and more an more. We would always say this is it after this bunch. But found ourselves buying more to plant . The planting job NEVER got done lol!! I miss your voice, your smile,I miss EVERYTHING about you!!! I am still asking daily "WHY" I know were not suppossed to but I absoulutely can't help it. We are planning a 3rd Annual Karen Fitch Memorial Blood Drive this year!!! Doing what you would love "Saving Lives In Your Memory" Oh mom why can't you be here with me and the family??? I know your birthdays can't be compared your whole life can't be compared to the days you spend in heaven. But you have a son who needs you,a husband,me, my two little girls, the whole family needs you soo much!!! I honestly don't know how much longer  I can go without you here. I hear other people saying I went to mom's or I'm gonna go to mom's oh what I'd give to be able to say that.I never let on to anyone really how bad this pain and grieving really is inside me. cause I know they are hurting as well. But oh mom it's really bad I am always considering depresstion meds but I just simply hate to get used to those . I feel like I need to feel this horrible process to get through it. I don't know. I find it so hard to diet and want to walk because I'm sooo depressed and have no desire to barely get out of bed let alone diet,exercise,and all of that. Well I'm gonna bring this to an enc for now. Happy Birthday Mommy!!! I love and miss you sooo much!!! You are still asked about almost daily by the girls.... they miss thier mammy........... Happy Birthday Mommy I love you Have a Great One!!!!! You will be in my thoughts!!!! (as always)  Until We Meet Again.................

                 Love Your Jenn........

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MISSING YOU MOM AT CHRISTMAS TIME.........  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM ,

                      IT'S ME JENN, BOY WHERE DO I EVEN START..... FIRST OF ALL I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!!  I STILL WAKE UP DAILY WITH THIS AWFUL SICK EMPTY FEELING INSIDE. IT DOESN'T GET BETTER AS EACH WEEK,MONTH,YEAR GOES BY . AND EVERYONE WHO SAYS OH IT WILL GET BETTER,IT WILL GET EASIER I'D LIKE TO JUST SLAP THEM!!! CAUSE THEY ARE FULL OF IT!!! WELL REX GOT YOUR GRAVE BLANKET ON AND BRENDA GOT YOUR TREE ON SO I STILL HAVEN'T MADE IT A POINT TO GO SEE, CAUSE I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO GO SEE MY DEAR,SWEET MOTHER'S NAME CARVED INTO A STONE... IT'S HORRIBLE.. BUT NOT TO WORRY THIS WEEKEND I'M GONNA COME AND VISIT I PROMISE...... WELL FROM THE SOUNDS OF REX BLAKE WILL NOT WANT FOR ANYTHING THIS CHRISMAS EITHER!!!  OTHER THAN HIM MOMMY BACK HOME OF COURSE... BUT NOT TO WORRY REX IS DOING GREAT PROVIDING FOR HIM..... BUT MAN IS HE LONELY....  I AM STILL ASKING "WHY" MOM I CAN'T HELP IT I JUST DO . I KNOW WERE NOT SUPPOSSED TO BUT DANG IT  IT'S HARD..... I DO IT DAILY!!!  I DREAD THIS HOLIDAY SEASON AGAIN... IT'S SOOOO HARD TO GO OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND SIT THERE WITH REX,BLAKE,BRAD,AND MY GIRL'S AND OPEN GIFTS , AND TRY TO HAVE A GOOD TIME WITHOUT YOU... BUT I ALWAYS FEEL YOUR PRESENCE WHEN I'M THERE, MAYBE THAT'S WHY I STILL GO OVER THERE EVERY WEEKEND AND CLEAN IT I FEEL LIKE I'M CLEANING IT FOR YOU!!! OH MOMMY HOW I WISH YOU COULD BE HERE, WITH ME THAT WOULD BE THE GREATEST GIFT OF "ALL" LIFE IS SOOOO UNFAIR!!!! BUT THERE IS ONE little PLUS TO YOU BEING IN HEAVEN......... AND THAT IS YOU DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS DARN STUPID,COLD ECONOMY.... IT'S GETTING WORSE DAILY!!! WELL I BETTER BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW MERRY CHRISTMAS MOMMY!!! I LOVE YOU AND ACHE FOR YOU SOO... TELL GRANDMA,GRANDPA,DONNIE,LEE I SAID MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU AND MISS,NEED YOU SOOO.... YOUR JENN

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Merry Christmas  / Brenda Bradham (Sister)

Hi Karen,

Just wanted to wish you Merry Christmas, we miss you so much. I think of you alot. Someone the other day was talking to me about fudge and I was thinking to myself my fudge maker died.You was the best you would tell me just bring over the ingredients and I will make it for you. You did and delivered it to. Life seems to be getting more hectic everyday on this earth but I put my trust in god and I know he will not fail me or let me down, I believe before long this economy like it is we will be getting to see each other face to face. I don't think god will let us go thru to much and he will bring his children home. Won't that be wonderful to see each other. Just meet me by the eastern gate. Merry Christmas wish mom and dad, donnie and Leroy Merry Christmas love ya all, till we meet again. Brenda "lil Sis"

 

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ANOTHER SUCCESSFULL MEMORIAL DRIVE MOM...........  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )
WELL MOM WE PULLED OFF ANOTHER SUCCESSFULL DRIVE !!! WE ENDED UP WITH 76 PEOPLE PRESENTED,20 FIRST TIME GIVERS,65 PRODUCTIVE UNITS WERE DONATED!!! AND WITH EACH UNIT COLLECTED WILL SAVE UP TO THREE LIVES!!!! SO THAT GIVES US A WHOPPING 195 LIVES SAVED!!!!!!! THAT IS SOOO AWESOME!! THE FEELING THAT I GET WHEN I SEE EVERYONE COMING IN TO DONATE BLOOD IN YOUR MEMORY JUST MELTS MY HEART!! IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL DAY FOR THE DRIVE,AND THERE WERE ALOT OF PEOPLE READY TO DONATE IN YOUR MEMORY... BOY HOW I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AND IT STILL IS NOT EASIER TO DEAL WITH. I STILL MISS MY MOM AS IF I LOST YOU YESTERDAY.. ITS JUST NOT FAIR.. IT'S SO HARD LIVING THIS LIFE WITHOUT YOU IN IT. THE GIRLS MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY AS WE ALL DO...  BOY WHEN WE WROTE A MESSAGE ON THE BALLOONS AND THEN LET THEM GO TO YOU I TOTALLY LOST IT!!! ITS AN EMOTIONAL THING BUT YET AN AWESOME FEELING TO DO THIS EACH AND EVERY YEAR!!! WELL I'LL END THIS FOR NOW.. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YA AND MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY... YOUR JENN Close

MISSING YOU ON 4TH OF JULY.....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/FRIEND)

DEAR MOM WHERE DO I EVEN BEGIN.BOY LIFE HERE ON EARTH SURE IS HARD TO DEAL WITH WITHOUT YOU HERE...THE DAY YOU LEFT US IS A DAY I'LL NEVER EVER FORGET, IT WAS THE DAY MY WORLD STOPPED COMPLETELY.. IT FELT AS IF SOMEONE HAD RIPPED MY HEART OUT AND STOMPED ON IT A MILLION TIMES. IT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD EVER HAVE HAPPENED TO ME.. I STILL GO AND HELP REX,BLAKE OUT AT THE HOUSE, CAUSE I KNOW THEY NEED THE HELP, AND I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU WOUL HAVE DONE THE SAME IF I WOULD HAVE DIED. I SURE MISS ALL OF US PILING UP IN YOUR PURPLE VAN AND HEADING  OUT TO THE PARK, WITH THE KIDS AND RIDING RIDES,EATING GOOD FAIR FOOD,AND WATCHING THE FIREWORKS TOGETHER.. BOY HOW I MISS THAT ALOOOT!!! WELL IM GONNA BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW HAPPY 4TH OF JULY MOM, TIL WE MEET AGAIN. I LOVE AND MISS YOU AND YOU STILL HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND FOREVER WILL . 

                                                YOUR DAUGHTER JENNIFER

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Missing You  / Brenda Bradham (sister)

Hello Karen,

Just thinking of you today and that aweful day 2 years ago. The day it felt like my world crumbled. I miss you alot. I can hardly wait till we meet in heaven together, what a lovely day that will be, but until then they say it will get easier but I haven't figured out how it is yet. I miss the things we used to do, Carmen tells me to look at it this way your rejoicing in heaven and I am really glad, she calls me alot and checks on me she says she knows Karen would want her to. Just remember our old song I will meet you by the eastern gate over there. Until we meet again, I'll love you always. "Lil Sis"

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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY AND I SURE WISH YOU WERE HERE....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND.. )

DEAR MOM,

              JUST WANTED TO TALK A LITTLE, AND GET SOME OF THIS HEAVY LOAD OFF OF MY BACK... WHERE DO I START??? FIRST OF ALL I MISS YOU SOO TERRIBLY, AND I HURT SO BADLY FOR MY MOM. IT'S SOO NOT FAIR LIVING AND GOING ON WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE ANYMORE..SPRING,AND SUMMER IS THE WORST BECAUSE YOU AND I WOULD ALWAYS PLANT FLOWERS TOGETHER,SHOP FOR FLOWERS TOGETHER,RUMMAGE SALE TOGETHER, TAKE THE GIRLS TO THE PARK,OR IN YOUR POOL. I SURE HOPE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE THIER MOTHERS SURE MAKE SURE THEY KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THEM,TAKE TONS OF PICTURES WHENEVER POSSIBLE, GIVE LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES,LOTS OF I LOVE YOU'S,JUST BE WITH THEM ALOOOOT!!! CAUSE YOU NEVER KNWO WHEN YOUR GONNA LOOSE YOUR MOM,I NEVER THOGHT ID EVER LOOSE MY MOM AT 29. TOTAL SHOCK TO ME...IT'S SO HARD TO EVEN GIVE A CRAP ABOUT LIFE OR ABOUT MYSELF SOMETIMES!!! SOMETIMES I WANT TO LOOSE WEIGHT,AND THEN THERE ARE OTHER TIMES THAT I JUST SAY HECK WITH IT WHO CARES. ANYWAYS I MISS YOU SOO MUCH  IT HURTS INSIDE!!! THE DR. WANTS TO PUT ME ON SOME MEDICINE TO HELP ME GET OVER THIS DARN DEPPRESSION..  GOD THERE IS SO MUCH IN THIS LIFE DOWN HERE ON EARTH THAT YOU ARE MISSING.. BLAKE'S BALL GAMES,THE GIRLS PROGRAMS AT SCHOOL,FIELD TRIPS FOR BLAKE, AND THE GIRLS,JUST CUTE LITTLE THINGS THEY DO EACH AND EVERYDAY. I HATE IT SOO MUCH THERE IS STILL TIMES WHEN THEY DO SOMETHING CUTE OR FUNNY, I THINK OH I NEED TO GO TELL MAMMY AND THEN I CATCH MYSELF AND THINK OH YEA I DON'T HAVE HER ANYMORE. WELL MOM IM GONNA BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW . JUST REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY!!! TIL WE MEET AGAIN JENNIFER...

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JUST MISSING YA MOM.....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,

                   WAS JUST HAVING A BAD SPELL AND NEEDING TO TALK TO YA. IT'S SOO SAD AS I LOOK AROUND THE HOUSE AT ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS THAT YOU,BRAD , AND I PLANTED AROUND THE HOUSE AS THEY START TO BLOOM YOU WOULD THINK I'D BE HAPPY CAUSE THAT MEANS SPRING,SUMMER IS HERE BUT   I'M NOT CAUSE I KNOW THAT'S ALL WE EVER DID WAS GO SHOPPING ALL THE TIME FOR NEW, BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND THEN WE'D GET TOGETHER AND PLANT, PLANT,PLANT, AND MULCH,MULCH, MULCH. BOY MOM I MISS YOU MORE AND MORE EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT GOES BY.... IT'S SOO NOT FAIR YOUR GONE FOREVER.... THAT'S A HARD ONE TO ACCEPT, OR ACTUALLY I DON'T KNOW IF I REALLY HAVE ACCEPTED IT YET ...I LOOK AT ALL OF THE PICTURES AND SAY TO MYSELF HOW IN THE WORLD COULD ANY OF THIS HAVE HAPPENED???  I HAVE  BEEN SOO DOWN  LATELY IT'S NOT FUNNY.. I FINALLY GOT BACK INTO WORKING OUT I TOTALLY GOT OFF TRACK ON WORKING OUT AND TANNING, I JUST DON'T HARDLY CARE ANYMORE... IF I DON'T HAVE MY MOM IN MY LIFE THE HECK WITH THE REST, AND I KNOW THAT DOESN'T SOUND FAIR TO MY FAMILY BUT THAT'S EXACTLY HOW I FEEL... I FEEL NO MATTER HOW HAPPY OR GREAT OF A DAY OR MOMENT I'M HAVING IT DOESN'T MATTER I STILL FEEL A TOTAL EMPTY FEELING LIKE IT'S NOT COMPLETELY A FULLFILLED LIFE WITHOUT YOU IN IT, AND IT NEVER EVER WILL  BE.I HAVE A HUUUGE VOID IN MY LIFE AND IT'S A VOID THAT WILL NEVER EVER BE EVEN CLOSE TO BEING FILLED EVER!!!! I MISS YA MOM AND I NEED YOU HERE SOO MUCH.I JUST HATE MY GIRLS , AND BLAKE GROWING UP WITHOUT YOU SEEING IT. IT'S AWFUL IT'S LIKE EVERY TIME THEY DO SOMETHING SOO CUTE OR FUNNY OR SOMETHING THEY HAVE DONE GOOD I GET SOO EXCITED THEN I STOP A MINUTE AND GET ALL AGGERVATED BECAUSE YOUR'E NOT HERE TO WITNESS IT WITH ME. AND I FEEL LIKE YOUR MISSING OUT ON SOO MUCH IN THIER LIVES!!! AND I HATE IT!!! WELL MOM I'M GONNA BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW,I LOVE AND MISS AND NEED YOU BACK INTO MY LIFE SO MUCH IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I LOVE AND MISS YOU TERRIBLY JENNIFER

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missing you  / Rhonda Lewis (neice)

Hey I just found out about this website and it is awsome Jennifer did a good job you would be proud of her. Just wanted to let you know that I think of you all the time and I miss you very much. I wished I could have said good bye, I keep reading about all the good things you did while you were here but I'm sorry but this website is not big enough to list all the good deeds that you did for family and friends you were one of a kind. I hope I can be half the person you were while you were here with us I would be proud. And I am very proud to have had you in my life. Love always Rhonda

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MEMORIES / CONNIE GREENWOOD (NEICE)
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THINKING OF YOU ON YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,

                JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! AND HAPPY REUNION WITH YOUR BROTHER LEE THERE WITH YOU NOW. I CAN IMAGINE THE REUNION UP THERE IN HEAVEN WOW!! BOY WE SURE MISS YOU SOO MUCH DOWN HERE. BOY WHAT I'D GIVE TO BE ABLE TO PEEK IN ON YOU GUYS UP THERE EVEN JUST FOR A LITTLE WHILE!!WHAT BETTER GIFT COULD ANYONE ASK FOR TO HAVE THIER BROTHER BACK WITH THEM AGAIN!!! IT SURE IS NOT THE SAME NOT BEING ABLE TO GO AND BUY YOU A GIFT AND A PRETTY CARD. I HATE IT SOO MUCH THAT I CAN'T TALK TO YOU OR JUST SIMPLY CALL YOU UP,OR JUST SWING BY YOUR HOUSE TO VISIT. IN SOME WAYS IT SEEMS LIKE ITS BEEN YEARS SINCE I SEEN YOU LAST , THEN IN SOME WAYS IT SEEMS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY THAT WE TALKED.  THANKS FOR GETTING THE FAMILY TO KANSAS CITY SAFELY. I WAS SO GLAD THAT JULIE GOT TO GO BE WITH HER MOM,SISTER DURING THIS TIME. DON'T GET ME WRONG I REALLY WANTED TO GO, BUT THERE WAS NO WAY I COULD DO IT I HAD BLAKE TO SEE TO,AND MY TWO GIRLS,DAYCARE, AND BRAD'S MOM WORKS ALL THE TIME PLUS HAS BABY ASHLEY ALL THE TIME AS WELL. IT WAS JUST IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE THE TRIP BUT THE IMPORTANT THING IS THAT JULIE,LYNN GOT TO GO BE WITH THIER MOM. BUT MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH ALL OF THEM. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE GOING THROUGH. ITS SUCH A SAD,EMPTY FEELING INSIDE. WELL MOM I GUESS I'M GONNA WRAP THIS UP FOR NOW JUST REMEMBER I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFULL BIRTHDAY!!! I'M SURE YA DID YOU GOT TO SPEND IT WITH YOUR  MOM,DAD,BROTHER DONNIE,BROTHER LEE, WOW!!! I CAN/CAN'T WAIT TIL THE DAY I GET TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAYS IN HEAVEN WITH ALL OF YOU WHAT A DAY THAT WILL BE. WELL MOM I BETTER GET THE GIRLS TO BED NOW. I'LL END THIS FOR NOW LOTS OF LOVE AND REMEMBER YOUR ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND IN MY HEART!!! TIL WE MEET AGAIN ... OH BY THE WAY TELL LEE I SAID HELLO AND I LOVE HIM...

                                                        LOTS OF LOVE JENNIFER

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Your In My Thoughts  / Julie Giddens (Niece)

Aunt Karen,

Wow things are really tough here right now.  I know that Uncle Lee has joined the family and I know that you guys are so Happy to be together again.  I'm sure you are sharing all kinds of stories with each other.  I know I'm a day early but I just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday and I know it will be a Happy one for you.  Jennifer is helping out again she has offered to keep Rayce for me while I go to be with mom.  You have created 1 strong daughter. She does what ever she can for anyone to help them out.  Just as you always did.  Well tell everyone that we  Love them.

Love Always

Julie

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MOM UNCLE LEE NEEDS YOU SO MUCH.....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,

                WELL WE JUST GOT WORD THAT UNCLE LEE MAY NOT BE WITH US FOR MUCH LONGER. IT DOESN'T LOOK GOOD MOM PLEASE BE WITH HIM CAUSE I KNOW HE HAS TO BE SO SCARED. I KNOW HES GETTING TIRED, AND TIRED OF FIGHTING BUT I STILL DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT FOR DONNIE,YOU, NOW UNCLE LEE. I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND LIFE AND WHAT HAPPENS WITH ALL OF THESE YOUNG SWEET PEOPLE GOING TO HEAVEN WAAAY TO SOON. I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL. A PERSON JUST NEVER KNOWS WHEN IT'S THEIR TIME TO GO. GOSH MOM I MISS YOU SOO MUCH IT'S AWFUL LIVING WITHOUT YA.. I KNOW I WAS TALKING TO REX LAST NIGHT AND HE SAID HE WAS SO SAD , AND DOWN IN THE DUMPS AND WAS SAYING HOW HARD IT IS BEING SUCH AN OLDER DAD AND BEING SO TIRED ALL OF THE TIME AND BEING A GOOD DAD,AND KEEPING UP WITH EVERYTHING ALL BY HIMSELF. HE SAID HE FEELS LIKE EVERYTHING JUST GOT DUMPED ON HIM ALL AT ONCE . PLUS HES GRIEVING FOR YOU MOM. HE MISSES YOU SOO MUCH MOM. HE SAID BLAKE IS DOING "OK" IF THERE IS SUCH A THING?? HE SAYS HE COMES UP TO REX AND SAYS HE LOVES HIM ALOT JUST OUT OF THE BLUE. I THINK THAT IS SOO SWEET. WELL IM GONNA BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW. I LOVE YA AND MISS YA SO MUCH. LOOK AFTER LEE. AND LET HIM FEEL YOUR WARM TOUCH SO HE WON'T BE SCARED. LOVE YOU JENN  HAPPY EASTER..

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LIFE IS SO UNFAIR WITHOUT YA MOM.....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,
                      LET'S SEE WHERE DO I EVEN START,GOSH I SURE MISS YOU SOO MUCH IT STILL  DOEN'T SEEM RIGHT AND IT NEVER EVER WILL. YOU ARE SOO MISSED ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY. I KNOW THE GIRLS MISS YOU TOO THEY ARE ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT YA AND HOW THEY MISS YA . BROOKE WILL BE SITTING THERE AND SAY I REMEMBER WHEN MAMMY USED TO TAKE ME TO SCHOOL.AND I REMEMBER WHEN MAMMY USED TO COME AND GET US AND WE STAYED ALL NIGHT AND SHED LET US GO SWIMMING IN HER POOL, AND EVERY TIME WE DRIVE PAST THE PARK SHE SAYS MAMMY  USED TO TAKE ME THERE !!!!  GOSH ITS SOO NOT FAIR THAT YOU WERE TAKEN AWAY  FROM US WAY TO SOON!! THE DAY YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US IS THE DAY MY WHOLE WORLD WAS TORE APART AND TURNED UPSIDE DOWN... I KNOW THEY SAY GOD ONLY TAKES THE BEST BUT IT'S STILL NOT FAIR AND I STILL ASK WHY I KNOW WERE NOT SUPPOSSED TO BUT I DO IT DAILY...  WEDNESDAY MORNING ALYSSA GOES FOR HER SURGERY PLEEEASE BE WITH HER AND LOOK AFTER HER . I KNOW BETWEEN YOU AND THE GOOD LORD ABOVE THAT SHELL BE JUST FINE.. WELL ILL END THIS  FOR NOW.. I LOVE AND MISS YOU  SOO MUCH.  JUST REMEMBER I LOVE YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU DAILY... UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE YOU  ,YOUR JENN

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CHRISTMAS ISN'T CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YA MOM....  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,
                  IT'S ME JENN JUST MISSIN YA SO MUCH HERE AT CHRISTMAS  JUST AS ANY OTHER DAY. LIFE WITHOUT YA IS HORRIBLE ITS SOO EMPTY AND LONELY.  AUNT RITA AND I WENT TO THE CHRISTMAS KANTADA SERVICE THAT THEY HAD IN HONOR OF YOU . CAUSE WE KNOW YOU WOULD HAVE DONE THE SAME IF IT WERE US PASSED ON BEFORE YOU. IT WAS REALLY A GOOD SERVICE . LOTS OF BEAUTIFUL SONGS, AND OF COURSE YOUR BEAUTIFUL PICTURE UP THERE ON THE TV SCREEN. I WASN'T GONNA GO SINCE EVERYONE ELSE DIDN'T SHOW BUT I KNEW I COULD NOT DO THAT TO YOU . I FELT LIKE I'D BE LETTING YOU DOWN. ANYWAYS I AM SOO GLAD I WENT IT FELT REALLY GOOD GOING TO SOMETHING JUST ABOUT "YOU" . BOY I WOULD LOVE  TO HAVE HAD YOU HERE WITH ME OPENING GIFTS AT CHRISTMAS IT IS SOO HARD GOING OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND UNWRAPPING WITHOUT YOU THERE. ITS ALL I CAN DO . I MISS SHOPPING FOR YOU AND PICKING OUT NICE THINGS FOR YOU TO UNWRAP. I TRY TO IMAGINE HOW YOUR CHRISTMAS'S ARE UP IN HEAVEN NOW AND I BET IT'S ABSOULUTELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!  TELL GRANDMA, GRANDPA I SAID HI AND MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I LOVE THEM. SAME FOR YOU MOM MERRY CHRISTMAS AND I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOULL EVER KNOW. I MISS GOING CHRISTMAS SHOPPING  FOR THE GIRL'S AND BLAKE. WELL I'LL BRING THIS TO AN END FOR NOW  JUST REMEMBER AND KEEP IN MIND THAT I LOVE YOU AND ILL ALWAYS HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEAR FOR YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!
                   MERRY CHRISTMAS LOTS OF LOVE JENNIFER 

P.S. YOU ARE SO LOVED AND MISSED DAILY BY ALL OF YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS......

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Memorys / Brenda Bradham (Sister)
Karen, I was thinking of all the good times we had and I really remember Meyer street where we had enough snow to build a fort, and dad decorated the house really pretty, that was so grand. I really miss you alot. You really liked Christmas. We used to go free matinaes well they had that this year for the kids to, Brought back memorys. Well just keep watching over us like you have always done and we will meet again someday, until then Merry Christmas. We love you. Love Ya "lil sis" Close

tribute / Rita Mitchell (sister)
karen, its your older sis, i keep asking why you were taken from us.i dont and will never understand why. we had so much walking and talking to do. sometimes i wonder where my strength comes from, i know you are still watching over me, like you always did. you were so amazing. i love you more than life itself , but you know that. we were so close, thats why it is so hard on me.i hope im meeting your expectations on being there for blake &jennifer.i know you would for me.i can say i am very proud to call you my sister.until we meet again,keep me in your prayers & keep giving me the strength, that  i need to go on without you. from your loving and very lonesome sis. Close

THANKSGIVING ISNT THE SAME WITHOUT YA...  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM, 
               IT'S ME YOUR JENN, GOSH I JUST GOT UP AND YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE THE LUMP I HAVE IN MY THROAT AND THE FLU LIKE SYMPTOMS I FEEL THIS MORNING IT'S HORRIBLE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MOM I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT YOUR  REALLY GONE. IT DOESNT SEEM RIGHT AND IT NEVER EVER WILL. YOU MADE A HUGE DIFFERENCE IN ALOT OF PEOPLES LIVES THAT WILL REMAIN WITH THEM FOREVER. I KNOW YOU MAD A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE.  AUNT RITA HAS BEEN SO LOVING AND UNDERSTANDING THROUGH THIS , WE LAUGH , WE CRY AND THERE ARE THOSE TIMES WE GET SOO ANGRY CAUSE YOUR NOT HERE AND YOU WERE TAKEN WAAAAY TOO EARLY. YOU STILL HAD SO MUCH HERE LEFT TO DO HERE ON EARTH. AND ITS RIDICULOUS THAT  YOU WERE TAKEN FROM US LIKE THAT. I WILL JUST BE SOO GLAD WHEN TODAY IS OVER!!! SO I CAN JUST SIT AND WALLOW. THATS WHAT IM WANTING TO DO NOW IS SIT AND WALLOW AND BE AROUND NO ONE BUT GUESS WAHT IM GONNA HAVE 15 PEOPLE HERE THIS EVENING!! EW NOTHING AGAINST THEM OR ANYTHING ITS NOT THIER FAULT BUT ITS JUST THAT IM NOT IN THE THANKSGIVING MOOD. WONDER WHY THAT IS HMM... CAUSE I DON'T HAVE YOU. MOM I MISS YOU BEING IN MY LIFE SOO MUCH ITS AWFUL. I USED TO ALWAYS TELL PEOPLE THAT I COULD NEVER GET OVER IT IF ANYTHING EVER HAPPENED TO YOU AND THERES NO WAY I COULD DEAL WITH IT OR TO GO ON WITH MY LIFE CAUSE WE WERE SOOO CLOSE. BUT LOOK AT ME HERE I AM WITHOUT YA. PEOPLE COME UP TO ME AND SAY HOW ARE YOU DOING THIS?? AND I SAY WELL I HAVE BLAKE WHO NEEDS ME AND MY TWO LITTLE GIRLS WHO NEED ME I CANT JUST GO CRAWL IN A HOLE AND DIE WHEN THEY NEED ME THAT WOULD BE PRETTY SELFISH!! HONESTLY MOM I DONT KNOW WHERE THE STRENGTH IS COMING FROM. I ALWAYS TELL MYSELF IT HAS TO BE YOU AND GOD HELPING ME BY GIVING ME THE STRENGHT TO GO ON?? WELL MOM I AM GONNA BRING THIS TO AN END NOW , JUST REMEMBER AND NEVER FORGET THAT YOU ARE STILL SOO LOVED AND MISSED BY ME AND ALL YOUR LOVED ONES EACH AND EVERY DAY . AND YOULL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART ALWAYS AND FOREVER UNTIL I SEE YOU AGAIN MOM I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU AND HAVE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND TELL EVERYONE I LOVE AND MISS THEM TO. 
                    HAPPY THANKSGIVING IN HEAVEN LOVE YOUR JENN

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JUST THINKING OF ALL THE HOLIDAYS YET TO COME AGAIN AND MISSIN YOU...  / JENNIFER ANDERSON (DAUGHTER/BEST FRIEND )

DEAR MOM,
                    WELL MOM IT'S ME YOUR JENN BOY I  MISS YOU SOO  MUCH  I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF  NOW THAT YOUR GONE??? ITS HORRIBLE I MISS AND LOVE YOU SOO MUCH. MY BODY ACHES WITH SADNESS FOR YOU. AND HERE THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE AGAIN I FEEL LIKE WE JUST DID GET THROUGH THEM WITHOUT YA AND HERE THEY ARE AGAIN SMACK RIGHT IN THE FACE . I ABSOLUTELY HATE THE HOLIDAYS I WOULD NEVER LET MY KIDS , OR BLAKE HEAR ME SAY THAT THOUGH. BUT ITS THE TRUTH I HATE THEM NOW THAT YOUR NOT HERE TO SHARE THEM WITH  ME IT DOESNT SEEM RIGHT. I'LL JUST BE GLAD WHEN JAN 1ST IS HERE MOVE ON PAST THESE STUPID HOLIDAYS. WELL MOM ILL BRING THIS TO AN END NOW JUST REMEMBER YOULL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND MOST IMPORTANT IN MY HEART AND SOUL. AND ILL SEE YA ONE OF THESE DAYS. 
                        LOTS OF LOVE YOUR JENN

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